Frankenbride

That's my personal phrase, the one I use instead of Bridezilla. I'm using it to describe myself today actually. I didn't think I would really be a Frankenbride, but I sortof had a flip-out at Eric today. Partially it was his fault, partially it was just a lot of wedding stress, the wedding being only 27 days away, and part of it was just a freak-out on my part. I feel bad about it a little bit, but on the other hand, we have so much to do and not very many days left to get it all done. I think we did a lot this weekend, but I'm not sure. There is so much left to do I feel like we're not making any progress at all, but I'm sure we are. We did figure out who is getting flowers, what flowers we're having, and they are being ordered by our "decorator" this week. She's also getting us all of the ribbon and tulle and pretty much everything we need to decorate the church and the reception hall, which is so wonderful. She's also doing my and my bridesmaids dress alterations. It's nice to have somebody who is so good at this kind of thing, because I definitely am not super great at it. Not that I'm not crafty, but she can get everything done fast and it will definitely look good. Speaking of my dress, I have my final fitting next Sunday (well, my final altering fitting-I'm sure once she's done I will try it on AGAIN) to make sure everything is perfect. Hopefully that will be the weekend after next, which is also the weekend Eric and I move into our apartment. That's August 4th, for those of you who don't know. If you're around, please help! Some of you don't have a choice, but if you are available it would be great to have some extra hands helping us out. I think it's going to be me, Eric, his parents, my parents, his friend Dan, and Famoso. Then anybody else who can. I'm very excited to get into our apartment. I'm excited to get married too, but it's getting so busy and stressful that it's hard to focus on the happy part of it and too easy to focus on the work part of it. Most of it's not work though, because it's fun and I like doing it. Some of it though, has become a bigger hassle then it should be. Oh well, like I said, only 27 days and then I will be married!

Just freak out, let it go